...umm...

I'm alive. 

I promise. 

I just have a lot and nothing going on at the same time. It's weird. 

So I'm going to shoot y'all real fast in bullet points of whats been going on. 

• I graduated from Oklahoma State University with my Bachelors in Chemistry this last December, and am now terrified of finding a big girl job in May when we get the hell out of Dodge Stillwater and move back home to our family and friends. 
• We had a great Christmas (five of them) with family and friends all over Oklahoma, and I was never more excited to see our apartment then after one and a half weeks away.
• I had a miscarriage...on New Years day.
• We need to find somewhere to live in May.  If you know anyone that has rent homes in the Owasso/Collinsville area, we're interested. 
• I still work in IT as a telephone operator for the OSU campus.  I've learned over the past week that it is a great position for students...but I'm going crazy with all the "free time" I have.  I need a new hobby that is inexpensive and I can do at a desk while answering the phone.  I've hit my limit on reading, crocheting, and watching netflix.  I'm gonna go crazy over here. 
• I'm toying with the idea of a second job. Just so that I see more of life than my office on campus, my apartment, and the four people (hubby + 3 ladies at work) I see every week day.  I need more to do. I'm not good without structure and problems to physically fix/do. 
• I'm going to Washington DC in March with one of my galfriends. It shall be epic and awesome :)

Bottom line...

I'm bored and stressed and busy and not busy. 

As one of my besties* said... 

I have Life Fever. It's like cabin fever, but bigger. 

bye y'all 

:)

*I don't really like that phrase, but how else do you describe the people that are your super-close-and-know-everything-about-you-but-are-still-your-friends?